Observations... Part Une.

LOL. Yes. My observations include myself. Because, well, in the end aren't we just analyzing ourselves? I mean, in our search for the "meaning of life", aren't people really just looking for justification for their answers? I don't know if I happen to be looking for the meaning of life, but then again with me who knows. I tend to surprise myself on a daily basis.

Do people actually stop, sit, and just think about the meaning of life? Or what the meaning of their life should be? I can't sit still for more than 2 hours, much less give the meaning of life so much thought. Call me what you will, but I think people tend to make too much of it. LOL. Don't get me wrong, if your life has no meaning your pretty much screwed. But... isn't life meant to be lived and not thought? What good does it do a person to sit and ponder where their life should be heading, when while sitting, their life is passing by... without stopping.

But then again.. This is coming from a person who likes to spend her time lying in bed all day, playing around with Photoshop and not studying for her life... I mean career in Medicine. LOL. Yup, I am your future physician.... How much faith does that give you? A lot? No? Well... Look at the bright side.... I'll be a physician with Photoshop knowledge. Still no faith? Well, then you suck! LOL.

Yeah.. did I forget to mention I'm extremely random? LOL!

Another thing I've noticed. When you call people out on their truths, they think you're a bitch. I mean, I've done this, the being called out and thought the person's a bitch, and the other thing. LOL. But when a person's right, I gotta give it to them.

And another thing. When people say "out with the old, in with the new", in other words starting with a clean slate... Yeah... in 85% of the cases it's BS. LOL. I mean, I've tried the whole "oh yeah, I'm done with that. I'm moving on. Blah blah blah." And then a week later, it's back to the same old routine. But, you know. It's hard not looking back. And it's worse when you have that little bit of hope that maybe something, anything is gonna change. And that's when you really get screwed. LOL. I vote that in order to forget about things that have hurt you in the past, you get amnesia. Or acquire a selective memory problem. LOL. Whatever works right? No? Ok... Yeah. The past makes you who you are in the present, and the present helps you become who you will be in the future... Does that make sense?... Well, to me it does... LOL!

Anyways.. Yeah.. Enough... I have to try to motivate myself to read. LOL!